Something little broke

I want to believe I'm the one who's broken
We try to convince the face in the mirror,
But every night, I sleep with eyes wide open,
Id wish in awe, but mostly in terror. 

The grown up before me, trying to stay,
But the child within wants to run away.
How can I blame her, when nobody taught me,
to linger in fire, to drink vodka slowly.

Queen of the stars

I am perfect, far from broken
I'm a star, a satellite,
High above, always bright,
Your wins and sins won't be forgotten.

I have no right to shed any tears,
I'm just a meteorite with no fears,
I don't deserve all your compassion,
For I live in reckless passion.