Notes from the back of my text book

I sometimes think you love me - then I lose my mind again.

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Forever can be a single second when love is real.

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I know a knight can be no poet, I just wish I knew how you really feel.

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I'm not sure if it's much too late or way too early to be with you again.

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Perhaps we were never meant to find peace. Calmness may be the abscence of happiness.

That being

The ghost, the quiet whisper that blows a cold wind inside her room every night so she's aware of his presence. The lovely monster that looks after her and rights her wrongs over and over again. He loves her, adores her, admires her, needs her, follows her. He is broken, she is worse.