Beautiful

I don't mind how many times you'll tell me you're broken
all I ever see is heaven-worthy, brown eyes, wide open.
They called you a loser, a failure, disgrace of a man,
but those are just voices inside of your head.

I lost

Turned a king into a prince
a castle into sand.
Brought a man down on his knees,
for I couldn't understand.

The spellbinding way
that brought him to my side.
All that I would wish to say,
Please do never leave my life.

He stayed fierce until the end,
Said he was entirely mine.
what a sad fate to contend,
against the demons in my mind.

Satan

I swear to god I'd give my life
For a glimpse of paradise
My helpless neck between your hands
My lust is wrong but you feel right.

I've heard your voice so far away
I've caught you staring everyday 
You're luring me, I know your ways
You twisted soul, you double face!

Seducing young innocent girls
I've read in books your ancient name
You sled your hand between brown curls
Parade that golden ring, no shame.

I'm good, I'm fair, I'm nice and kind,
but please take me with you tonight
make me scream, moan and cry
Taste my heaven, set fire inside.

I'm still so hurt

For all I find within a friend
in a lover, I can't get.

It's been a year, or maybe twelve,
I'm still alone, I'm still afraid.

The king of space

A vast empire of passion and creation
rivers of gold, towers of steel,
but above it all, it was king's inspiration
he conquered all land beneath his heel.

My planet was certainly no exception
troops from hell would make us kneel.
The love he swore was deep and real,
until it brought his own damnation. 

His thirst grew soon out of dimension.
Every land known to mankind
submitted to his wicked mind.

But there remained a lingering obsession
for that realm he could not claim 
and all the beasts he did not tame. 

It was the ever-spinning gears
around our wrist, to count the years. 
And so in vain, he will decease,
in pain and madness, for time won't cease. 

The night

The day envies the night
the night can dance to every song
the night can fight
the night is young.

The sober day just can't keep up
with so much passion, so much fire.

The day is pure, pristine and bright,
it bathes my soul in sacred light.
But my spirit only flies
with the night between my thighs. 

Boys

So prison was a disease
and lovers were the cure.
They came in hordes, with no ease.
Took them daily, like pills,
one for joy, one to endure,
one for sex, one for the bills.

You're no princess

You know when to pull the trigger,
you know how to drive me mad,
push the buttons, find my anger,
you're a bitch! Sunnette, you're bad!

Take a look at what you did,
turned my castle into sand,
threw my dreams into a pit,
made my kingdom brittle land. 

Boy don't you cry

You say you're from Gaia, while standing on Mars,
I know you don't care I come from the stars.
You held your stubborn head up high,
But you never wanted to gaze at the sky.

And that's okay, that's alright,
I'll keep you close, I'll hold you tight.
And that's just fine, you can cry,
I'll stay right here with you tonight.

But let me tell you of lovers and friends,
I know it hurts, but soon it'll make sense.
Your Earthly heart will find some peace,
New love will get your search to cease. 

No, she won't be from outer space,
she will caress your flawless face,
and you will fall back to the ground,
but you will land all safe and sound.

But I couldn't love him back

January was winding

while March was simply kind,

led my way into his building

with my suitcase right behind.

He didn't see me coming,

yet he saw right through my mind.

His careless humor screaming

that I could make him mine. 

And, devil only knows,

I wouldn't miss a chance

To rip him off his clothes

and take him for a dance

but little did we know

what fate had in for us

"two weeks and I will go"

became four months of fuss

It's been a half-a-year,

since I made up this mess

But now its crystal clear 

What I have to confess

he saw the best in me

But I couldn't love him back,

today I must agree 

I was nothing but a wrack.

I was younger, I was mad,

wrongdoings from my part

all those lovers hurt me bad

couldn't fit him in my heart

Maybe nothing will ring true

alas, its much too late

Perhaps, nothing I can do,

will give us a clean slate

Riding home

Train cabin, mastered eye-rolling,
exasperating stupid boys calling.

Pictures and voice notes, letters and text.
Put her flickering phone to rest.

Wanna meet up? Wanna go for a ride?
Oh poor silly guys, what is left of their pride?

Don't get me wrong, she's nothing but kind,
but if you think that's love, you're out of your mind!

She's funny, she's wild, and she'll always be true,
But don't you abuse, she'll stay free like you.